Tonight over silence

Kalau malam ni malam Allah takdir kan yang terahir buat Syiqin. Malam ani la malam Syiqin rindu semua orang yang Syiqin sayang . .

Pa . . I miss you. Bu . . I wish I have another time to spend with you. I miss those good days we spent in Jpmc. The day where I hold your hands and said please recover soon. Where I forced you to take all of your meds and sort . . Only if I could turn back time Bu . . Al - Fatihah . . See you soon. Just wait for me . . I ll meet you soon.

To Mommi. I know I always amount nothing to you . . I wish to always have the time to see you . . I wish you were always there in every of my important days. I mean every words that I have said. You and my mother mean one whole world to me. If I happen to be asked to trade anything in this world with both of you . . I could not think of any. You both mean alot to me . . I love you Mommi. Remember you promise me to be better. Please get well soon. Cus people need to see your smile all over again. I once said this , that my heart bawl big time to see you lying in that bed of can not do much . . But I was super happy to see you on the next day. Allah answered my prayers. I woke up in the middle of the night. Crying on my sejadah and ask for your good health. And everyone healths. As Allah is the Giver , I asked Allah to look after you . . As I cannot do much . . Allah be with you. I love you.

To Oppa. You remind me how good my life is . . You said that my smile ease you. I never thought that we will come to this far . . As that we only plan of all. Thank you for all that you have done so far . . I cant promise to be the best. But I promise you that I will always there whenever you need me . . You are always in my prayer too. May things be easier for us . . This elephant needs her turtle to be with her too. And you are the only turtle I have now.

I never hope in life. I walk as far as I could and I never stop to always make an effort in whatever that life needs. I always remember that , there will always a rainbow over one heavy rain. This is the flow of life that needs to be seen in another page. Because no one can guarantee us that reading on just a page could give you what you have been looking for. After all , all is just testing me , of me could be fair or not. Of me could balance all or not . .

Till we meet again. Much love.