Nonetheless I still have the sense of smelling something good . . I think all ll be well. Allah wills then I ll be okay. One drop , but yes all praises to Allah. Rocky road . . But I have Jeep to go thru with . . Shaky bridge but I have full oxygen to stabilize my breathe. Swing mind is also okay because I have the Creator love to stay still and always strong. I ll always talk to the Creator because Allah is the only who understand me and listen and help me all long. M blessed . . Alhamdulillah . . I can In Shaa Allah make it thru the rain eventho there ll probably ve storm in between , and the thunder maybe but I have faith. Faith to the Creator. Nothing to be worried. I say. I ll In Shaa Allah share the feelings soon. Lets see if M okay to jua okay. Things are still on its confusion view. Blurred vision. Hmmmm. Wallah Wa'lam.
O Allah. Help me to look after my love ones. I'm paralyze when it comes to missing them. Don't let this tears burst just for the bull-shit I ve created. Let it run on this cheek only for You. M out no where if laike this . . I can see no where . . How M going to turn things better . . ? Missing them. Sad. Weep. Repeat. Dream. Sad. Pleasant. Dream. Dream. Dream. M out. I ll be back . .
Till there. Missing the love ones is the heartache that never go away.
Buggering . . M actually growing up.
19 , Syiqin Hyte.
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