Ankle sucks this time

Rest again. Report almost done . . 90% . . Taking meds kejap. The ankle with it owns hang ups. Sakit because its cold. Sakit ehh . . About a week plus then review. No crutches!!!! Please . . And walk sendirian. Bulih sekarang pun bulih kalau minta kana antam . . Antam balik , apakan ? Entah . . Nil. No winner . . Nil nil nil. I popped it yesterday and teros tanggung sendiri. Syiqin good! Syiqin always good!

Sekajap lagi jua sama 9 more days jua ll be the Mommi birthday . . Belom ada sekali pun Syiqin membuat apa apa . . Its when you know where you re standing kan . . Sebab nada kemampuan untok bagi yang ada harga mahal dan sebab tau sendiri nada di fikiran dan barangkali jadi nothing bila bagi apa . . Tetapi I always wish to give something to be remembered on the birthday . . Its okay . . Kalau ada masa dan good one dan semua nya ada way to make it then one day ada tu . . Mungkin not now . . In the future barangkali . . We never know . . Allah is best of planner :’) But to have the chance to just wish di hari birthday pun okay . . Inda miss out tu . . No matter how cold the bond is . . The Creator know well how I love Mommi. How I want to tell Mommi everyday that I do . . I hardly get one back. Nada masalah . . I love the Mommi with this soul as I promise , I will be the daughter who will walk together dangan Mommi with my mother and with everyone Syiqin love to the door of Jannah. Mommi teach me life . . Teach me everything good. And I miss Mommi everyday. Now the one I used to call Mommi rarely say anything back. Miles. The Mommi is out of the day and Syiqin effingly saddened. The one who used to heal the wounds I have . . The one who made an impact in my life. A big impact. And now di show kan that there were things to be missed in this world and Mommi is one of them. Kesian kan Syiqin . . Theres no blood flow in this veins but Mommi have a place in the heart. Days when I once be part of her life were the one I never thought ll exist and now never thought that I ll be far from the mind . . Neglected.

Bila one fine day Syiqin good in life. Good in school good to my mother etc . . Mesti Mommi tau kan yang atu pun pasal once you ask me to promise you and Aamiin tah Syiqin selalu promise. I once wish to grow up with you around but now Syiqin is just an acquaintance to Mommi. Yeaayyyy. Apa saja yang bolih happy Mommi. Lord , help me to send Your angels to watch over Mommi. And tell them to always tell Mommi , Syiqin love Mommi selalunya. Aamiin tah Allah jaga kan Mommi dan sayang kan . . Dan bagi bless selamanya. Aamiin. Syiqin inda exist kearah Mommi tetapi Syiqin masih sayang Mommi dan tau Mommi will be good sebab Syiqin always pray to the Creator to look after Mommi.  

See you people when I see this blog again . . Ancient. Been ancient. I cry now because the heart is crying why because ia tersedih atau terharu kalau salah salahkan dictionary saja . . Bye. This Syiqin blog not others.