Some . . Only some . .

Some people is very lucky. They are just so lucky. I see life there. Its okay. When yo want te be good , let life teach yo something that sometimes kill yo . . I honestly , do feel sad at things sometimes. Always indeed. But its okay. 

I know that whatever M up to , it ll always comes te life in the end. That makes me sick of questioning. Life is always square. It wont be triangle but it could be circle. When it is square , its always fair. Yo good. People good. Yo bad. The things yo get is in return. No finger pointing. 

Yo know love. Love is something that keep all bond. All hood. What keep yo in shape is love. Yo do good things because yo love yor mother. Yo listen te yor daddi because yo love yor daddi. Yo dont mind how annoying yor brothers ar because yo love em. Yo ar okay with all the flaws all the bad side of yor sister because yo the same and yes because yo love yor sister. Why yo always mad at yor littles ? Why yo always buy their mind ? Why yo control em ? Why yo damn concern ? Why yo act like an angel te em ? Because yo dowan te spoil em. Because yo dowan em te follow yor foot steps and yes brotha and sista. Because yo love em. Everything is love.  

Yo lucky people really need te learn what appreciation is. Yo need te learn how te appreciate things. I say and once said and repeat but M sucks. Always. Why. Why M the one ? And why I shouldnt be ? Why ? 

Its almost a week. Dont ask me how it feels. M sure yo been there in my shoes . . Probably once , not sure if its repeating . . Now I know m living in a real world. I never thought that I ll be losing the hopes and so-that-I-called backbones at this moment . . The moment where all is obviously in a hell mess. Losing the one yo have hopes on is something unbearable . . But if this is what my phrase of life have prepared me then this heart is welcoming with hearty. 

I ll be a good girl. I ll be good and become a fine young girl just as yo wish before . . I ll be good te my family especially my angel. I ll In Sha Allah be well in school. And I ll keep all em in the mind. Yo are the best backbones . . I wouldnt ask fe another. Yo re and one of the caring creations that once come te  my life. Yo are most caring. Yo ll always in the heart too. Im so going te miss you. Yo and my brother ll always be the best people that I have valuable memories with . . Losing the bond isnt mean theres no longer love in between. I love yo both till death do us apart. \m/

This creation is the strongest one. This creation is still on the shape of all promises. Because this creation is taught well how te go with promises . .   Thank you Creator. M not too late te see what real life is . . I need Yo te always be with me and I promise Yo , Yo ll always in my mind and heart. Creator , lend Yor creations a strength te face all the obstacles . . Love and strength vibes. Only from You. 

M living in the angel love vibes. Love is in the blood. In the veins. In the heart. 

Allah bless , guide , protection and love thru out the life. Aamiin. Aamiin. Aamiin. Allahuma Aamiin. 

 Ya Allah . . You are As-Salam , the source of peace. From You is all peace and tranquility. Ya Allah , Yo are the remover of pain. The giver of peace. The healer of wounds. Ya Allah , give patience and courage to those that are mocked and suffer as they struggle te remain on Yor path. Ya Allah , guide us who is far away from guidance . . Heal the hearts that are hurting and take away the pain Oh Creator of Mankind. Make every hardship a meaning of returning back te You. Again . . Give us peace in our hearts so that we could face every storm with an Alhamdulillah. Allahuma Aamiin. Aamiin Ya Allah. Aamiin Ya Rahman. Aamiin Ya Rahim. Aamiin. Aamiin. Aamiin. Aamiin.  

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Blink.

Memang nada kemestian untok mendapat kegagalan di peringkat awal bila berkemahuan untok berjaya . . 

Tetapi irony nya , hampir kesemua mereka yang berjaya memgenali benar perkataan gagal. Biar kegagalan awal menjadi pengajaran yang baik dan mempunyai secubit keindahan untok di kenangan . . Gagal atau kegagalan bukan sering bermaksud untok selamanya . . Biar di mengertikan dan di tanam kan dalam fikiran dan diri yang ia nya cumalah salah satu frasa dalam hidop . . 

Memang hakikat nya nada kesenangan untok meraih kejayaan . . Kejayaan hidop memang nampak dan di rasa kan jauh dari gengaman . . Berbalik kepada hati. Tanya kemudian fikir kan dan visualise dan tanya kembali hati . . Dan ulangi mengikut kemahuan . . Jangan denial yang di perantaraan fikiran tadi ada jawapan samar yang berbisik . . Atau  singgah cuma untok membayang kan . .

Bila ada kelapangan untok berfikir hal kenyamanan , teros kan . . Peluang untok menambah umor besar . . Besar peluang. Bayang kan lehidopan yang luar biasa . . Fikiran yang luar biasa bisa menghasil kan buah yang luar biasa jua nya  . . 

Bila indah indah dan bayangan. Mudah mudahan bisa menjadi set yang bagos di kehadapan . . Ada kehebatan di sana. 

Jadi perindahkan saat , minit , jam , hari dan tahun di masa akan datang . . Waktu kepentingan. 

Guna kan generator otak sebaik nya . . Biar tetap kinetic. Ada yang perlu di fikir kan bila bertukar ke biologikal. 

Yang Mencipta merahmati , Memberkati dan Melindungi semua ciptaan Nya. In Sha Allah. Aamiin. Aamiin. Aamiin. Aamiin Ya Allah. Aamiin Ya Rahman. Aamiin Ya Rahim. Kepastian yang nada keperluaan untok di persoalkan . . Tetap di jalan Nya. Nawaitu cuma untok Nya. Dalam apa apa hal. Pencipta di dalam. Hati dan fikiran. In Sha Allah. Aamiin.  

Jaga pinjaman dari Nya. Jaga kepunyaan sementara kitani. Jaga yang perlu di jaga. Sayang yang di pinjam kan. Sayang yang disekeliling , kerana mereka pinjaman oleh Nya untok memberi kan dan mengenal kan kita  erti . . Raih peluang menyayangi selagi yang berdenyut dan yang berdetak , belom mengenali erti berhenti . . Bila ada , ada keimanan lah pengertian nya . . Hargai hidop. Hargai pinjaman sementara. Hargai kasih sayang yang lain. Hargai gelak. Hargai titisan. Hargai nilai kasih. Hargai penyinggah penyinggah di dalam diri. Hargai waktu. 

Jaga. Sayangi. Raih. Hargai. Syukuri.